Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Too scared...
On the drive home from work tonight a thought came into my head. It was a thought that has always been in the back of my head but I've tried very hard to keep it from surfacing. It's something that is too personal to place here.
I'm not sure what to do with this thought... I know what I should do but I'm not ready for that .. at least not yet. The truth is i'm quite cowardly and still too weak... but it's not fair... and to more than just me.
Why are the things we need to do so hard? So for now, I plan to continue to hide that thought until a better time.
I'm not sure what to do with this thought... I know what I should do but I'm not ready for that .. at least not yet. The truth is i'm quite cowardly and still too weak... but it's not fair... and to more than just me.
Why are the things we need to do so hard? So for now, I plan to continue to hide that thought until a better time.
| posted by Kiki at 12:17 AM
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had this to say:
Could, Would, Should. I have spent much time trying to escape the should things in my life. Those tapes that play in the back of your head telling you what you should do. What is safe or certain. I've never had the strength to fight the should monster full on and instead take smaller steps that don't seem so terrifying.
I think that the only thing that separates the courageous from the rest of us, at times, is their ability to accept the possible outcomes.
If we see our lives as a journey with way points between origin and destination it could be argued that the journey is far more important than either the start or the end. If you have no date set for the final destination - enjoy the ride.
