Saturday, December 09, 2006
Things aren't so bad...
So how come I feel like they are? Feeling completely wore out yet. That's not healthy for a 23 year old with the world before them. Just feeling like I can't get a break. I guess I'm just sick of going to school and work and having nothing to show for it. I mean I know I will have a degree and a decent job but right now I'm living without any perks. Thankfully I'm dating a sweetheart who realizes this and treats me a lot. Just wish I could escape for a tiny bit. Just up and disappear and experience soemthing new all by myself. I used to do this a lot when money permitted. There is nothing better than just getting up and going somewhere. I am kind of spontaneous like that. I can wake up, open my eyes and decide it's a good day to let life slip away and spend the day at the beach or visiting another city. My boyfriend absolutely hates me for this. We are quite opposite in more ways than one. He's ready to settle down, about to by a house and make this city his lifelong home. I'm just waiting for a chance to fly, go anywhere, do anything except settle down. He's only 2 years older than me but sometimes I feel like we have 20 years between us.
| posted by Kiki at 4:51 AM
