Saturday, February 18, 2006
hmmm life?
I've been pondering a whole lot of nothing lately. (And it takes up soo much time!)
I'm trying to pay more and more attention to the people around me that walk by or serve me food. See I never knew my boyfriend until we started dating, but we we're in soo many places that we could have easily walked past one another in the past. I drive by his work several times a week, we travel the same road quie often, and he attended classes in the same university and buildings as me.
This same thing happend with my ex. We didn't know each other until we were introduced by a common friend (that was the brief version, lol) but I had visited his dorm floor many times and was within a couple of rooms of him prior to ever knowing each other.
I guess the moral of my story is that you never know how important the people are around you. They could be an influential part of your life tomorrow, even though they are just a passerbyer today.
| posted by Kiki at 1:52 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Restless
Well it's almost 4am and guess who is awake? Yes, yours truly. I'm feeling kind of lonely and definately bored. I can't remember the last time I spent one whole day to my self, and the thought sort of scares me. Honestly, there hasn't been a 24 hours period where I haven't been out and about or entertaining... I wonder what I am hiding from. I know it's something because every now and then it peeks it's little head through and I can feel it. I can't recall the last time I was sleeping before 3am. I'm a restless heart looking for someone or something to tame me.
| posted by Kiki at 3:43 AM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Like bunnies?
Okay so maybe this isn't the appropriate thing to post for such a new blog.. but then again I'm always the girl that pushes the borders on acceptability. (Or so I've been told).
It's 7:30 and I have class in a few short minutes and guess what? I'm dying for some decent sex! I crave it like chocolate. Perhaps I'm a nympho... I've had 3 guys call me such a thing before. Not proud of it but not overely shamed either...
I wish I was a boy.... then I'd just check out some over sized breasts and finish off in the shower. Why does Estrogen make things so damn complicated? Ok ok class time!
| posted by Kiki at 7:20 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
Welcome to my world
Well it's been a while since I've blogged. I put all my heart and soul into a blog that later had to be deleted for reasons too complicated to explain. So here I am ready to start fresh... ready to pour my heart into cyberspace. How scary is that? lol.
I hope you enjoy what you read, and please comment because if you don't then it's like you don't exist and well that is just sad.
| posted by Kiki at 9:35 PM
